I was reading a book by Jenna Lucado today.. It's called Redifining Beautiful. As I was reading I realized that everything I thought about my relationship with my Heavenly Father. Was totally and completely wrong or way of base. But I also realized that I'm still growing in my faith, and that I have this wonderful opportunity to change how I think and act about my relationship with Him! It was a wonderful and horrible experience. Wonderful because I can actually see a small glimmer of light at the end of a very, vast tunnel that is my Walk. It's a light that says now you're headed in the right direction. I know that no matter how big of a epiphiny it was. I still have tons more to come. It was also horrible because... I realized that I had been walking so close to the edge of the abyss that I almost fell to my doom.. (yes, I can be a drama mama when I want to)... Okay, so maybe, it wasn't that bad, but it could have been. Now I get to redefine and redevelop my relationship with My H. Dad! It's a very scary and exciting prospect! I'm looking forward to every moment of it!
"If you are wise and understand God’s ways, prove it by living an honorable life, doing good works with the humility that comes from wisdom. But if you are bitterly jealous and there is selfish ambition in your heart, don’t cover up the truth with boasting and lying. For jealousy and selfishness are not God’s kind of wisdom. Such things are earthly, unspiritual, and demonic. For wherever there is jealousy and selfish ambition, there you will find disorder and evil of every kind. But the wisdom from above is first of all pure. It is also peace loving, gentle at all times, and willing to yield to others. It is full of mercy and good deeds. It shows no favoritism and is always sincere. And those who are peacemakers will plant seeds of peace and reap a harvest of righteousness.
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